Just a little setback

I already knew that she is a-sexual, in other words, she has no desire for sex.vbut I don’t care. I love her anyway, she’s my whole world next to God!!!!         But she’s probably going to be relocated, to a different residency. She’s sort of in States custody, sorta.  She just got out of it. I’m going to tell her it doesn’t mean that she’s leaving me ,  it’s just only goodbye till we meet again.and that I’m going to tell her aunt that when she goes to visit Anna, that I’d like to go with them if it’s okay, I want to see her anytime you go to see her. If it’s possible. Nn. Ll. I know, like I said ,but I love her so much. And I have The faith that whatever happens is meant to be and God is in control. He loves Us so much, that he wouldn’t hurt his children. Goodbye for now until the next blog post. Love you all and so does God..


New, love , Best friend, and a new Female.

I’m so sorry I haven’t bloged in so long!!!!!!! To actually tell you the truth, friends. That’s really the truth. The love of my life, has entered my life. I’m so happy. She is the ultimate gift from God. She is My whole world, to me as precious as life itself. Next to God, of course!!!!!!!!! Bless her my love Anna. My earth angel. My kindred spirit. My Soulmate. My partner in life, and eternity. She is the female version of me. The better half of me. Praise the Lord, and bless you father,who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name ………….. Gotta go, now. Bless you all, out there. The Lord loves you, too.

The end times/ a new world with Jesus, God

Hi again, sorry I’ve been gone for a little while. I’ve been very busy and have been listening to a lot of bull crap. By the way, todays blog post is a special post. Today I’m going to talk about the end times, the end of world. And, I’m also going to talk a little bit about the problems that everyone seems to be having But first I need to talk about where I live. I’m living in a kind of assistant living facility, but it’s for the handicapped, and you’ve got to be independent to live here. God is good & loving & compassionate. Fist of all like I’ve already said there’s a lot of bull crap , and I was getting mad a lot more than usual, so for I’ve asked God to keep my to tongue still. Sincerely. Because I want to do what’s right. And God has really answered my prayers. Ok. So to start, I’ve said that the end times already seems to be here. So people better be ready or be getting ready , or there going to be hurting a lot more after death, than they ever were when they were living.

Something new

I’ve just started something new. I’ve just started a podcast, it’s called/ ” the feel good podcast ” .       I hope you’ll tune in and listen. Not all of the podcasts will be payed. I will publish free versions too. Cause I feel Gods words should be free.

Nothing to fear but fear itself

Why, why . Why all the hype, and fear. This is truly a Godless society, I mean look at all the fear around us about this coronavirus (covid19).. don’t these so called Christian’s read their Bible. Like Isaiah /19 . Fear not for I the Lord am with you. It makes no difference what you do if the Lord is going to let you get this virus, your going to get it, no matter what you do. I believe we’re in the last days , the beginning of course but none the less the last days. Look at all that’s happened so far to us the human race, there’s to many signs out there that’s happened that’s mentioned in the Bible that Jesus has said would happen towards the end. And I don’t take God with a grain of salt. I believe in every thing he said and says. You’de be a stupid fool to not to……………. There’s people out there who half ass do what God has told us to do. And there’s also those people out there who’s God is a God of there convenience, who thinks God don’t mind the sins that they do. That there saved nomatter what they do because they call themselves Christian’s, but do they really and truly know God??!! No or they wouldn’t be acting like fools and doing the stupid things they do…. They’re one of the main people I pray for. God help them lost souls!!!!!!!!!!

Just About Nobody

I was just thinking about my parents today and I was thinking about how I’ve really got nobody. Oh yes , I’ve got my friends and my caregiver and payee. But in the family I’ve just about got nobody. If it weren’t for my one cousin . My dad’s brothers daughter, I really would be alone. Even though I’ve got friends and my dad’s ex sister in laws daughter who’s my caregiver and payee. I think God is calling me to be a pastor. I feel it in my heart. One of my spiritual gifts is , discernment. I’ve always have had a unusual Sense of right and wrong.. that’s all for now till next time. I love you all, God bless you all….